Thoughts

First post I am writing on that is not about training, well not directly anyway. It is about the thoughts that run through my head as I train. I first started lifting to be fit (as compared to the girl I was into then), hitting primary chest and biceps before watching ghetto workout and eventually getting hooked onto the idea of being big and aesthetic. Anyway the main reason I am writing this is to remind myself that I am doing this all for myself. To the future me, whenever you get depressed, unmotivated to train, read this fucking post and think of all the trainings you went through. In life, like today, you meet a little "accident", a minor setback, to be honest, you are not even sad you cheeky cunt. It's just your head messing with you. When you wanna break down or feel like breaking down, go to the gym and break some PR instead. I always love you, you sick cunt. Don't be a sad cunt, go lift and be awesome instead. The iron is always there for you. 

- from Me to Myself, 

P.S I love you